For artists, creators, imaginative humans everywhere- here's the help you need:
13:35 had me rolling laughing. I empathize. Being woken up in the wee hours of the morning with a truly craptastic joke or some other such nonsense from that divine creative spark is enough to make you giggle, punch your pillow, and then cry when you look at the clock.
14:10 "Strange, external thing that was not quite Tom." I sense a theme here, don't you? Pleroma.
Steve at truebluehealer.com has a wonderful invitation at the end of the vid. Stick around for it.